It's gonna be okay, right?

Everything seems blurry but vivid at the same time. I thought I've been through worst than all of this, that I thought can handle this. Well I can. But the idea of this is the reality, makes me scared. Too real that I seem can't take more stupid-gambling decision.

I hope I made right decision. Whatever path I'm going to go in the end, I know it'll be the best for me.